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Im way too obsessed - May 17th 2016, 03:29 AM

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Ive been depressed and it all began with other mental pain but now i just dont have control of my life. I want to die. I never want to eat again in my life. My friend told me that Im slowly killing myself and I said "oh, i had no idea! (sarcatic)". And i feel like im losing friends and people hate me. And every time that happens, i have the urge to stop eating altogether ever since I quit cutting. Now i cut my food in tiny peices and pretend that I ate. I lie about food these days and I dont know what to do. I hate lying and I dream every night of suicide. I want to so bad no matter how much it hurts other. Man, that sounded really cruel. But i dont want to live anymore. Im so fat, im hated by every one, i cant seem to figure out how to keep my own friends and this life seems hopeless. I wrote on my wrist "never give up" just to try and convince myself that I need to stay alive. Im very ambitious so i shouldnt give up on life but i dont want to live.

Now at lunch break at school, i hide in the bothroom so that no one will see me or want to socialize. I hate being rejected and I hate out of place. If i hide in the bathroom, i wouldnt have to face the reality of my life. I could just pretent not to be there. Please help.
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Re: Im way too obsessed - May 20th 2016, 06:55 PM

Ps. Does anyone have any suggestions at all?
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