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I think I am going to hurt myself - December 29th 2017, 03:18 PM

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I am so upset I have been on and off binge eating but it has only been one day so I never really gained weight because I would restrict afterwards. I have been in this semi recovering place for a while now but I went and binged for a week solid throughout Christmas celebrations.

I look so fat and hideous I feel like I need to relapse now I hate myself I just want to die I can't do this eating disorder anymore when I first got diagnosed with anorexia I lost my good job friends everything and my life is still such a fucking mess a year on from this fucking illness the only difference is that I am a fat fucking bastard.


I am so fed up recovering was the worst thing I ever did.I can not believe how different my body looks I can't stop crying I looked so fucking hot when I was at my sickest no one understands me I hate my life why do I have to live this living hell hole.

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Re: I think I am going to hurt myself - December 30th 2017, 06:07 PM

Hey Justin,

I am sorry you are dealing with so much and feeling so negatively about yourself. I know that dealing with an eating disorder is quite difficult and I know a lot of people struggle a lot around the holidays due to how much food is around.

Are you still working with a treatment team? If so maybe you could reach out to them and let them know what is going on. By reaching out to them and letting them know that you are having thoughts about relapsing could help them get you some extra support in order to prevent that from happening. I know that reaching out to people can be difficult but it might end up benefiting you quite a bit.

If you don't currently have a treatment team than maybe you could contact your General Practitioner and see if they can offer suggestions on how to cope or help you get in touch with people who will be able to help.

I know this is all very difficult but you can get through this. If you need anything please feel free to message me.

Best regards.


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