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Locked up - July 14th 2011, 01:01 AM

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About two weeks ago I was kicked out of a treatment facility. I was diagnosed with an EDNOS, I have all the symptoms of Anorexia besides the fact I hadn't lost my period for long enough or some weird little criteria.
Anyway, since I got out, my parents won't let me out of the house. Today is the first day Im allowed on a computer. My door is taken away, and they make me eat, even things I don't think are morally right to eat, such as meat. I have to sit at the table until I eat half my plate, and they fill it so high, its disgusting.
Anyway, nothing is getting better. I'm purging everything they give me. I can't stand it. Im going to kill myself if it gets any worse.
I don't think I have a problem, I think theyre over reacting. I dont want help, I dont want their help. I just want to be free, I want my schedule back, I want my friends, I want to work out and I want to control my food again!
How do I convince them that Im fine? Or at least that what theyre doing is hurting me more?
   
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Re: Locked up - July 14th 2011, 01:04 AM

Addie, let me first tell you that if you're diagnosed with EDNOS and all the symptoms of anorexia, you are not fine. I understand that maybe what they're doing is not best for you, but they're doing it because they are worried. Talk to them about what they're doing and compromise on something you would like to eat. Because you need to eat. You can end up very sick and even worse if you keep it up. You're probably not getting all the nutrients and things you need to live. Please be careful.



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Re: Locked up - July 14th 2011, 01:14 AM

I'm talking to you on chat. Lol.
But I would talk to them, and tell them that if what they are doing is not helping you, you all need to make a new plan.
I know you think you are fine. But things can be better, you can be healthy, and happy again.
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Re: Locked up - July 16th 2011, 11:16 PM

You must know you have a problem or you wouldn't have posted. Deep down, you know purging is NOT okay, and considering killing yourself is NOT right, you may think you don't want help, but honestly I think you do.

You need to tell someone, you need to see a counsellor, dietician or just speak to someone so you can get rid of these feelings, you are going to really damage yourself if you don't sort this out soon!


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Re: Locked up - July 23rd 2011, 07:30 PM

Things have gotten better with the lock up, I talked to my parents, and my freedoms have been expanded. Thank you guys for the help.
I will take what you have to say to heart. I just dont think Im read.y Ill be ready when Im where I want to be. But thanks for the help.
   
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