I'm happy.

[Millarw12]

i let myself go since September, and I was weak. giving in to every craving and not doing exercise.

I hate what i see in the mirror, but thats changing. I am cutting back my food intake and once i get mentally stronger, ill start the [edited] diet

Every day at work is a slap in the face, how my boyfriend left me for a prettier, smaller, skinny girl. How I wasn't good enough. I'm going to be prettier than her now, and he will regret letting me go. I will be pretty.

I've started off okay, but I'm getting better with saying no to food. I'm so happy with myself.

I can't wait to be skinny

[Heartlines.]

Hey there,

What exactly are you looking for by posting a thread? We can't encourage this behavior. It's highly unhealthy for you.

I'm sorry that your boyfriend broke up with you. But to be honest, it probably has nothing to do with your weight. And there are other guys who can learn to appreciate you for you. Being skin and bones will not make you prettier than her. Being yourself, and having confidence will make you prettier than her. I know it doesn't seem like that right now. And I know you're probably disagreeing with me through this whole response.

I know what you're going through. I know what it feels like to feel like you need to be thin. And that thin is beautiful. I know what it's like to truly believe everything you're doing is okay. And that you're in complete control.

Starving yourself has so many associate health risks. I really and truly hope that you consider this.

The best way to lose weight is healthy eating and exercising. I know that it takes a while for the results to come through, but so will not eating.

Please take care of yourself,
-Lyndsee<3

[Millarw12]

Thank you, I have no idea why I posted this thread. I am just so happy to be back in control I had to put it somewhere.
And I'm not going to starve myself. I live a too busy lifestyle to not eat. But like I said, it's easier to say no to bad and fattening foods, and to stop eating as much as I did before.

I will be eating enough food to make sure I can easily get through the day without energy crashes, and exercising to tone up etc etc

I'm sorry this thread is meaningless I should probably delete it.

[Heartlines.]

If you're not looking for any sort of advice, I'm going to go ahead and close this.

I'm glad you're happy.

Stay healthy.