Support Forums Today's Posts

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives

You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!

Substance Use Whether you are combating substance abuse, are in search support, or have questions about drugs or alcohol, ask in this forum.

Closed Thread
Thread Tools Search this Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
here comes trouble =O
Welcome me, I'm new!
cause baby girl's a queen's Avatar
Name: brandy
Gender: Female

Posts: 17
Join Date: October 20th 2009

i'm just a fuckup. - October 31st 2009, 07:01 PM

i'm sorry but i'm a mess right now. my boyfriend won't talk to me, he basically said he was done caring about me. i can't stop crying and this is all my fault. i'm just a fuck up. i don't understand how any one could love me. but he does and what to do i do. i hurt him time after time and he always forgives me. he said he was done this time. i don't mean to drink so much. i know my drinking is tearing us apart but i just can't stop. i don't know what to do anymore. i try to be good. i do. i try to be everything he wants but i just can't. i'm just a fuck up and i always will be. i know i should just walk away, he deserves so much better than me. but i can't go. i love him soo much. we use to be so good together. he said he loves the old me, not me now. and it hurts. i get drunk and i get stupid. i fight with him over nothing and i don't listen to him. i talk bad about him when i'm drunk and i really don't know why because i love him. i don't want to hurt him. we have so many problems now and i feel like its all my fault. i hate myself so much. i fucking hate who i am. i don't deserve to be loved by anyone because all i do is hurt them. i keep blaming my problems on other people but it's not their fault its mine. i never got over what happened to me in the past and i just carry it around on my shoulders like everyone owes me something now. i'm just so sick of everything. i can't be who i use to be, i don't even know that girl anymore. how am i suppose to fix this. i can't help i have a drinking problem, i tell myself i won't drink but i do. i'm a selfish asshole.
  (#2 (permalink)) Old
miika Offline
Welcome me, I'm new!
miika's Avatar
Name: mikuno
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Location: ireland

Posts: 38
Join Date: January 22nd 2009

Re: i'm just a fuckup. - October 31st 2009, 07:14 PM

hey Brandy have you talked to anyone about your drinking? maybe if you show your bf that your willing to give up drinking he will come back he obviously loves you he could be angry because he is worried about you but doesnt know how to help you let him know that your really struggling with your problems. Having a drink problem is not easy but you need to get help not just for your bf but for yourself aswell, if you want to talk more feel free to pm me anytime


~pm me anytime, night or day, i want to know what you have to say~

  (#3 (permalink)) Old
here comes trouble =O
Welcome me, I'm new!
cause baby girl's a queen's Avatar
Name: brandy
Gender: Female

Posts: 17
Join Date: October 20th 2009

Re: i'm just a fuckup. - October 31st 2009, 07:26 PM

i haven't talked to anyone. i wouldn't know where to start. i'm embarrassed. i mean i'm young, it's normal to drink but i'm outta hand. drinking problem runs in my family and i see what it does to them and i said i wouldn't be like that but i am. i'm just like them.
Closed Thread



Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off

All material copyright 1998-2019, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.