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Just can't stop... - December 13th 2009, 01:44 AM

Hey guys,
I think I need help...
I can't stop getting high and drunk. It's all I think about. Whenever I'm sober, I hate who I am. And all I think about is when I can get my next fix. I'm not 21 yet, so I can't legally drink, but that never stops me. I'm so desperate for a high or for a drink that I actually steal alcohol and vicodin from people. If I can't drink or get high, I get really irritable and I get SO mad at everyone. I'm on alot of different medicines for PTSD, depression, OCD, and anxiety, and I know that using other substances isn't good for me. But I just can't stop. I can't tell my parent or my counselor because then they'd know I was using and they could never trust me again. Ideally I would like to join a group in my area but I don't want anyone else to know that I have a problem. I hate feeling this way. I love being drunk or high. That's the only time I'm ever happy. But I'm worried that one day I might hurt myself. Because I never know when to stop. I always take too much of everything. I drink up to 10 shots of alcohol at a time, and I take more than the maximum dose of vicodin.
I just don't know what to do anymore....please help me.


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Re: Just can't stop... - December 13th 2009, 04:30 AM

I want to start off by saying that I'm really sorry you're going what you're going through. I have addictions of my own, so I know that they have complete control over you. I think the best thing for you to do would be to find a group in your area. I know you said that people would find out, but only the people in the group would find out, and they wouldn't want it known about their problem so I don't think they would want to tell anyone else. It's good that you realize that you're hurting your body, and admitting your knowledge of your problem, so I really believe you could benefit from finding help.
   
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