I need help..drugs, alcohol, life?

[Musiciswhatilivefor]

Hi everyone, I'm new here so I hope I do this right lol. So..I smoke weed almost everyday and I drink too... and binge drink on weekends. I also smoke cigarettes everyday. I have tried shrooms, coke, e, etc. and have also been stealing my mom's oxycodeine. My mom has a very addictive/ ocd personality and so do I. I'm getting depressed and I want my life to be good but it's so hard to deal with all the **** around me. I'm still in highschool and I want to pass and have a good life but I'm always so depressed and in the pit of me, it always feels like I'm missing something. How can I stop this feeling? help?

[Kaydea]

Make a promise to yourself; and no matter what, respect yourself enough to will-power yourself to keep that promise.
I'd start with whichever you think will be easiest for you to boot out of your life, that way when you succeed you'll feed accomplished and be even more determined for the next thing.
Don't try to pull yourself suddenly off everything at once though... Even if your physical body can handle it, it seems like it'd put a lot of pressure on a person, AND you might get over-whelmed with controlling everything all at once.

Take small steps, towards your main goal...
That's my suggestion, but really... It's obviously up to what you really want, and how you want to do it.
I wish you luck.
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