Please i need someone ..

[peace_love4ever]

i know its stupid what im going to say but please i just need someone to listen.

theres something in my past that i dont really want to talk about it but maybe it influences in what im going to say. this last 2 years i have been getting too sensitive. i cry for everything and i dont know why, like once my mom had a fight with my brother and she wanted to leave the house, i asked her not to but then as a joke i said we could go live to a beach, she said she wouldnt take me because im just the same, i give problems too, and i started crying and getting depressed. then things like that have happened and i cry every time, today i was eating baby carrots and my brother said why not just buy big ones because they are cheaper and i said i liked this, and he said well when dad stops sending you money (he divorced my mom when i was 2 and doesnt really care about us) see what you do, and i said my other brother gives me money too, and he said well nothings forever and youll be crying when you get asked to work, but i said i was getting a job soon anyways, and he just kept telling me things like i dont know how to do anything, and im stupid. i called him idiot. he said to not talk to him like that because with 2 or 3 words he could make me cry. i did not cry then. he left and i started crying so much, i cant stop. and i do try to ignore him or the things they tell me but i cant. why do i get so depressed, am i bipolar? i just feel like leaving this house its just i cant because i have no money or where to go. whats wrong with me?

im 19, hes 27 .. dk if that helps in anything

[The secret of a soul]

honey, everyone gets like this, its fine theres nothing "wrong" with you :''3 if u ever need to someone to talk to, im always here no matter what, just PM me :''3 <3 stay strong

[Reverie.]

Heyy there.

I'm so sorry you feel this way. I know how it feels to be put down, and it's anything but pleasent. I don't think you are bipolar, I think it's perfectly natural for these things to upset you. As your family you expect them to support you, and then they don't it can hurt, and so crying would be usual.

Maybe you could talk to them about the way they make you feel in more depth? If you explain how you feel they might be able to help you.

If you ever want to talk, PM me and I'll listen. Take care and stay strong.

[DylantG93]

There is abosuletly nothing wrong with you. I see you have that ugre to give up. Dont give up, you can do this. You have the potential of staying happy. I know you are smarter then what you are told to be. It is very hard to ignore the ones you love. i am always here when youwant to talk. I know you can do this. Stay positive. Deep breaths help. God bless you in everything that comes your way. He will take care of you.

[Kira-Kira]

i do this to i cry over the simpliest things i try not to but its hard not to me what i do i go to the bathroom get it out and comeout like nothing happened sometimes i just go to bed early but its good to cry get out all those emotion u have held in feel free to pm alright
lot of love coco

[teen spirit]

Words can hurt, I know. BUT the words coming out of someone else's mouth has nothing to do with you and everything to do with them. They are miserable and unhappy inside and like the 'ol saying goes: "misery loves company." You cannot change people...BUT the good news is...you can learn to change how you allow them to affect you. It takes practice and consistency but it can be done. When you know the conversation isn't going anywhere like the one you described about you and your brother, just walk away and don't feed into it. No response other than...what you did say to him (because I like these ones better)...is all you need to say and just walk away...that way, it doesn't have to escalate into an argument with you feeling unworthy or undeserving-practice just walking away and letting it go. Again, that is how he is feeling...and he wants you to feel the same way!
Same scenerio with your mom...you had every right to be upset after what she said. She spoke in the heat of her anger and you should talk to her about how she made you feel. Even parents don't realize the hurt and pain that words can cause...she was in the wrong and because she was upset...she lashed out at you-that is not fair but when people do not know how to express or manage their feelings in a healthy way...it comes out in anger and affects all in the line of fire.
Just remember...it's not you-its them and the feelings that they are battling. I know it can be confusing and make you think that you are losing your mind-rest assured, you are not. You are hurt and hurt comes out in the form of tears...anger can also come out in the form of tears.
Be sure to have some (what I call) "power booster friends" that you can call who can also help support you in times like these. Anyone whom you can trust-don't go this alone!!!
When you are upset, write in a journal, go for a walk, go listen to some calm music, read, do something that will take you out of "their" drama...
I hope this helps "

[peace_love4ever]

thank you all for making me feel better, and much thanks Cantina, ill try do what you tell me its good to feel other people care what your going through

[InDenial1992]

Sorry to hear that your feeling like this, it must be very hard for you to deal with
There is nothing wrong with you. Every body goes through times where they feel like crying all the time. I am in that stage right now so I know exactly how to relate to you.
Have you tried talking to anyone about it? A friend, doctor or counselor? This has helped me a lot in the past. You have took the first biggest step by posting on here. I know that it can be hard telling a load of strangers about your feelings but well done for that
Hope things get better soon
Pm me if you ever need a chat
Laura