hey so I've been looking for a new job in my field but havent been able to find one.. so i decided that since most people have already hired for christmas i will try fresh in the new year.. now end of this month, after christmas i will be going away somewhere hot, a lovely beach with a group of friends.. im really excited but ive had some troubles at work and they decided not to fire me anyways .. but since i was on the fench with them and they just said they'd keep me today which was good.. anyways so i still got my job and im so worried cause i havent given the note yet for my trip end of this month, im planning to tomrw though. but im worried they are going to talk about me and be all like shes already requesting time again.. then in january im planning a weekend away! for liek 3 days. and im worried no one will take my shifts/cover them for me..cause i wont request that weekend off too, im going just hope someone will cover me and i literally keep going through everything in my mind.. ive tried writing it down and doesnt do too much.. any other ways i can deal with my constant worrying and going over and over and planning in my head

i dont want to be stressed while im awayy !