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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Exclamation JTW - May 21st 2012, 06:12 PM

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I miss him most when I lie awake at night, eyes wide open, thinking about everything we talked about. All the stupid songs we sang in the dark that nobody knows.
So why did it have to break, JTW? Why did we fall apart? What went wrong?

You know my secrets, my fears, my dreams, my hopes, my failures. Everything about me is yours.

Yes we said some things we can never take back but things were said that I don't want to take back. Because I meant them.

I meant when I said I Love You. I meant when i said I want to marry you.

I don't want anyone else. I wish I could change what happened between us.

I wish I could go back and make it all right. I wish many things.

I could wish for the moon to drop out of the sky but it wouldn't bring you back. Nothing can bring you back to me.

All I want to say before I go away forever is....
James Thomas, I LOVE YOU FOREVER TIL DEATH DO US PART.






"Stop acting like you know what I've been through, you know nothing until you've actually lived every moment and felt every ounce of pain that I have."

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Re: JTW - May 21st 2012, 06:21 PM

I'm sorry to hear about what happened!
I hope everything is okay, or will be okay. I'm sure you will pull through.


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Re: JTW - May 22nd 2012, 12:06 AM

Hey there, I moved this over to Why Me? because this is a rant as opposed to asking for advice.

I'm sorry to hear that things ended between you and James. Sometimes people just fall out of love, and its nobody's fault. You just gotta work on moving towards being okay again.
Cut off contact with him and do things that you enjoy. The pain you feel is only temporary- I promise.


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Re: JTW - May 24th 2012, 05:56 PM

i try to ignore the pain but it leaves me angry. he was everything i have ever wanted. he fell out of love with me but i am still madly in love with him.





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