I'm just going to get hurt...

[HisPrincess]

Ya know, I've really tried finding the positives. I guess I have a few. He's my best friend. Yada, yada, yada. Well... I'm in love with my best friend that says he "loves" me too. Well ya know what? The guy's so confused about his sexuality that I don't even think he will ever be able to "love" me like he says he does. I swear, sometimes I don't think he realizes that I love him and it's not just as a best friend. It's way more than that. I know I'll continue to be here for him. And I know I'll continue to support him and whatever choices he makes. But I just hate living with these feelings. Knowing I love someone that could easily never love me back. And I think what's worse is that if he breaks my heart, it'll hurt way more than anything I've ever experienced because he's my best friend.

[Brighter.than.sun]

Angelica,
The best thing you can do is be there for him right now. I know it might be hard right now but things could change at anytime. What I recommend that you do is just keep showing him that you love him no matter what he's going through. I know being rejected if it happens is going to feel bad but you still have all of us here who care about you and always will. And we want the best for you and will always be here for you through the good times and the bad. And if your ever having doubts or questions about anything remember that you can always pm/vm one of your friends here or talk to us in chat and we will give you the very best advice that we can. I hope things get better soon. Take care of yourself and remember you ARE cared about.

[Cassie999]

Sparkles is right. You need to be there for him. No matter what he decides what sex he likes his feelings wont change because he loves you and cares about you as a best friend. He doesn't know what he wants. I wouldn't say he loves you as in intimate love but he loves you as a philos love. Let him decide first but don't rush him he needs lots of time to think about things.

[HisPrincess]

Hey guys,

I just wanted to respond and thank you guys for your care and support right now. It's still hard on an every day basis but you both are right. I just need to continue supporting him and trying to show him I'm there for him, regardless of what happens. I think you guys had some great suggestions I can try for the future. I think part of what has been going on is I have been just upsetting myself over everything, causing a lot of problems overall. But thanks again for all your support, and I will keep in mind that you both are there if I ever need to talk.

~ Angelica

[Cassie999]

I make myself upset to when i think to much about what might happen so your not the only one hun. It's good that your doing the right thing. Remember that you wont ever lose him and you are right if you ever need to talk to one of us about any problems at all you know you got us.

[HisPrincess]

Thanks again for your support. If any of you wouldn't mind sending me a PM, that would be great.

~Angelica