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Always fuck up a good thing - March 20th 2017, 09:58 PM

Why the fuck do I always end up pushing the boundries to the point that I end up fuvking loosing people. I totally just fucked up the trust I ahad with Britney at school now because of what I did today it sounds like from her e-mail she can't talk to me anymore. I just told the psych at the hospital that I can promise her I won't do anything stupid when I get home and she was going to let me go
But I just told her she should put me on a hold.

I feel like shit. I loved talking to Britney. She seemed really supportive. But I had to go and fuck that up. I don't deserve to live. I'm not sure if this is for the time being or if it is forever. I'm probably just going to leave her alone for awhile and in a couple of weeks go talk to her and see if I fucked up too much.

I feel so bad. I always seem to fuck up everything. I hate myself so fucking much. I want to e-mail her and see if she means forever but I can't. I just really hope it's not forever.



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Re: Always fuck up a good thing - March 25th 2017, 08:53 PM

Hi Essa,

I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this, I can't imagine how you're feeling in regards to this. I know Britney has always been a huge support towards you. Is there anything in particular that happened that you might be able to fix? Maybe talk to her?

In the meantime, I think that you should look for a new support system to help you for the next little bit until things get sorted out and settle down for you. Please remember to stay safe. You're a great writer and drawer, maybe you could start using that to cope with how you're feeling? Don't be afraid to reach out to anyone. You deserve support.

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Re: Always fuck up a good thing - March 25th 2017, 11:19 PM

This got settled it can be closed.



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Re: Always fuck up a good thing - March 26th 2017, 08:32 PM

I'm glad this got settled, Essa! I hope everything worked out for the better.

I will close this at OP's request. PM me if you want it reopened



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