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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Angry nothing. ever. goes. right. nothing. - October 7th 2010, 04:45 PM

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>[ i am so freakin mad. mad and tired and ready to give up. tired of people judging. tired of having to slap on a freakin happy face when all i want to do is cry. tired of fighting. i want to cut myself right now. so freakin bad. but i cant. i freakin cant. i just purged for the first time in 3 years. 3 freakin years. and now i just want to cut more. no1 understands and no1 cares. and whats worst no1 tries to. idk if anyone would even notice if i died here and now. so ready to just fm bf and cut anyway. so ready to give up


   
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Re: nothing. ever. goes. right. nothing. - October 7th 2010, 07:25 PM

Hold on. Stay strong and hold on, have faith in yourself and know you can do this. You can get through this. You can. Things might be tough right now and you're angry and tired but things can get better, you just need the courage to believe it.
I'm so sorry you ended up purging, it must be so frustrating as you were strong for so long, but just remember that everybody goes through bad times and slip up sometimes. Three years is a brilliant achievement you should be very proud of. Try not to focus on the fact that you purged; remember how strong you were to resist it, and hold on to that.
Have you tried any of the self-harm alternatives? I think there's a sticky thread about this; if you feel triggered there are ways you can deal with the triggers and the emotions without having to cut.
Feel free to PM me if you need to talk. Take care and stay strong




   
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