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Member
I've been here a while
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Name: Ella
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Location: England
Posts: 1,065
Join Date: February 24th 2009
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Rant -
October 25th 2011, 06:24 PM
- my kidneys have been hurting for days now (I have polycystic kidney disease) and paracetamol isn't working.
- I have no money. I'm on emergency tax and have been for 3 months. I don't even know how I'm going to pay my bills this month
- My stupid employer has given me a grand total of wait for it... 13 hours work this week. That won't even cover my rent!
- I'm so stressed that I'm not sleeping and my chest is tense, I have headaches, I constantly feel like I'm going to burst into tears, I feel like I'm going to snap.
- I came off my blood pressure tablets and antidepressants and I'm already starting to feel more depressed, not to mention the withdrawal effects from the sudden lack of duloxetine.
- I feel sick and tired and shaky and exhausted.
- My dad bought me some food shopping today - he spent £100 in total (including lunch out) and it was nothing to him. I feel like such a failure that I'm still relying on my parents when I'm living on my own and employed. I cried for 2 hours after I got home because I feel so ashamed that I still depend on other people.
- I am suicidal.
- I told my social worker that I wasn't going to self harm for 2 weeks. It's been 4 days so far and I am struggling so much.
- I don't know what to do
/rant
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