Urg. Guys.

[Eldora]

Ehem.

Well, I think one of my friends might like me...? (Yes, I'm sure this goes in the bad days section, haha.) Anywho, this dude always looks at me, and every time I look over at him, he's looking at me. And he treats me a lot like he does the guy he likes... Him being bi, and everything.

I'm like:

Then, I'm pretty sure I've developed a crush on one of my best guy friends -- who has a girlfriend. All I know is that for the last few days, it's been pretty hard for me to talk to him. And I find even the smallest things he does slightly adorable?


And, on top of this, my ex continues to tell everyone who asks that he gave me a second chance -- and not the other way around -- and one of my good friends (Savanna) told me that he kissed our friend Erica, which I'm not exactly sure when he did that, but what the hell?!

And he continues to stare at me like either: 1) I did something wrong, or 2) he wants to talk to me. Did I mention that he randomly walked around with my best friend's boyfriend yesterday, when the three of us -- my best friend's boyfriend, my best friend, and me -- were all walking around together? And disappeared when it became evident that I didn't want to talk to him...


Teenage hormones. Sometimes you just wanna shoot 'em.

[Nicole!]

I'm sorry things have been so confusing lately.
If the guy you likes has a girlfriend, then it may be a good idea to let it go and try and find someone else. As for your ex, do you want to talk to him about it at some point? It might be a good idea if it seems like he may have something to say. However it depends on if you think you are ready to speak to him again or not. If you are still trying to get over him, then don't speak to him. As for him kissing Erica, I can't tell you what that was all about. If you decide to ask her about it, be cautious because he's no longer yours so you don't want to give the wrong impression.

[Eldora]

Thank you, Melody.

I've already planned to speak to him as soon as the semester switches; we'll be in the same theater class together, and I think it's probably inevitable that we end up talking about this -- not in the sense of 'Oh, we must get back together,' or anything, as I am already over him and he is already over me, but in the sense of 'Okay, we're going to have to work something out,' because basically he's been telling a lot of our mutual friends how horrible I was to him, and I've been telling a lot of our other mutual friends how horrible he was to me, and we're angry at each other and my friends are confronting him about me and his are confronting me about him, and it's all a huge mess. O.o


About the friend that I have a crush on: Yeah, I know. He's very loyal to her, and talks to me about her all the time. But I think as long as simply admire him and don't act on it, it will be fine.