What do you call it when you believe there is a god but don't believe in him (or her or it) yourself, because that is where I'm at. I used to be a Christain, but now I feel nothing spiritually. I still go around pretending to be one when I'm not and if it wasn't for my not believing anymore I'd be scared the Lord would strike me dead - now I just wonder if anyone can tell I'm faking it. I can't even pray anymore - it's like I rush through the words of some prayer my parents shoved down my throat as a kid. Well, I don't have anything else to add, so this is it.
lost your faith ? i was once like this , i found my way into his arms .
if you really wanna believe again , go to church , listen to christian songs , i have many songs i you wann a playlist ?! music has helped me find my way back home to him
Iam A Child Of The King Of Kings <3
I Am Proud To Say It !! Im Am No Longer Lost !
There is a term - misotheist - although its meaning doesn't quite match yours. A misotheist is someone who believes in a particular theistic deity, but rebels against them in one way or another. Basically, what some fundamentalists think atheists are.
The atoms that make up you and me were born in the hearts of suns many times greater than ours, and in time our atoms will once again reside amongst the stars. Life is but an idle dalliance of the cosmos, frail, and soon forgotten. We have been set adrift in an ocean whose tides we are only beginning to comprehend and with that maturity has come the realization that we are, at least for now, alone. In that loneliness, it falls to us to shine as brightly as the stars from which we came.