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Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 07:49 PM

Um, I don't really know where to turn really. I guess I am suppose to be alone for always. I am 13 years old and right from the start no one wanted me not even my own mom and dad. I have been in the State system my whole life being shopped around from foster family to foster family some good some bad until they get tired of me and send me back to the State to deal with me. It is no way to live and I have pretty much had it. The situation I am in now is with a decent foster family but I will be going back to the State facility for the holidays come Friday because there family is going away for the holiday to visit other family. So after that I don't know if I will go back to them or another entirely new foster family. It is not worth it. My life sucks. The State provides for me but what do I do when I turn 18? I have nothing but what they gave me. Like I said it is not worth it. I turned to here as a last resort once I turned 13 to maybe get some sort of answers, but honestly I am getting tired of all of this. If you read all of this mess thank you.
   
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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 07:53 PM

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Um, I don't really know where to turn really. I guess I am suppose to be alone for always. I am 13 years old and right from the start no one wanted me not even my own mom and dad. I have been in the State system my whole life being shopped around from foster family to foster family some good some bad until they get tired of me and send me back to the State to deal with me. It is no way to live and I have pretty much had it. The situation I am in now is with a decent foster family but I will be going back to the State facility for the holidays come Friday because there family is going away for the holiday to visit other family. So after that I don't know if I will go back to them or another entirely new foster family. It is not worth it. My life sucks. The State provides for me but what do I do when I turn 18? I have nothing but what they gave me. Like I said it is not worth it. I turned to here as a last resort once I turned 13 to maybe get some sort of answers, but honestly I am getting tired of all of this. If you read all of this mess thank you.

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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 07:58 PM

Thank for replying Lucy. The facilities I am in and out of are for kids who have no parents and are Wards of the State. I was abandon at birth by the parents. I either spend my time in those hell holes or with Foster Parents. I am now 13 years old and the likelihood of getting adopted by a family is quickly decreasing the older I get.
   
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Thank for replying Lucy. The facilities I am in and out of are for kids who have no parents and are Wards of the State. I was abandon at birth by the parents. I either spend my time in those hell holes or with Foster Parents. I am now 13 years old and the likelihood of getting adopted by a family is quickly decreasing the older I get.
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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 08:11 PM

Hello Zoe and welcome to teenhelp We are so glad that you have joined us. I am so sorry about everything that you are going through and I hope that you will be okay soon. You can always ask us for help. If you want to talk just let me know. Sending you lots of Hugs.


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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 08:15 PM

Thank You so much. I just feel like I am at a dead end. It seems like just when I might have something decent going and the holidays are coming then I get put out again and the reality that no one cares about me or wants me sets in again. I just don't know if it is worth it anymore. It is just going to be more of the same for the rest of my life. So why.
   
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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 08:32 PM

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Re: Forever Alone - December 17th 2018, 08:38 PM

Thanks. I am at the end of the rope and am losing hope. Don't know what to do.
   
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Im sorry to hear that you self-harmed

Im glad to hear that music is helping you.
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Don't feel sorry you at least reached out to me.

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Re: Forever Alone - December 18th 2018, 05:25 PM

Welcome to TeenHelp, Zoe! I'm sorry to hear that you were abandoned by your birth parents and are in the foster care system. It sounds really hard on you being passed around and it's understandable you'd feel let down by everyone. You may not feel it now, but there are better days ahead. Hope you find the support you are looking for here


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Re: Forever Alone - December 18th 2018, 06:13 PM

Holly, thank you and it is hard. The problem with the system is the older i get the harder it is going to be for me to find a permanent family. So I am probably screwed.


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Re: Forever Alone - December 19th 2018, 08:51 PM

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Re: Forever Alone - December 26th 2018, 03:45 AM

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