Donít live regretting what you have done, regret what you havenít done. That is my advice to you.
All I ever wanted it cost me blood and tears, I told you I would die for you and you left me here alone. I wouldnít have told you that if I knew that you would end up leaving me. I am over you now, it wasnít easy but I did. If I knew that loving you came with a price I wouldnít have fallen for you in the first place. Everything I know has cost me something dear, a piece of my heart or my soul. I canít stop myself from wondering why God has allowed me to live this long. I will get by, Iíll survive. When the world is crashing down, when I fall and hit the ground, I will turn myself around, donít you try to stop me and I wonít cry. There is nothing I havenít tried to make you see how much you mean to me. I will be all that you want. And you keep me from falling apart when I get angry and upset, one word could keep me from the killing edge. Why did everything have to change?
Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed. Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life Iíd rather be anything but ordinary, please. Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself. I laugh myself to sleep, itís my lullaby. Chill out what you yelling for? I like you the way you are. Honesty and promise me that Iím never going to find you fake it. Why did you have to go and make things so complicated?
"Stop acting like you know what I've been through, you know nothing until you've actually lived every moment and felt every ounce of pain that I have."
"Someone asked me if i missed you, I just walked away then I whispered, so much" I'll miss you forever, Vernon and Charlene.