random thougths

[pinkchick]

today has been a long day even though it is really just getting started...i just have the feeling that i need to just relieve myself
but i just didnt know how, and so i decided to just start writing.its kinda sad how i can help everyone else with there problems
and give them advice and tell them to do the right thing...but i still have this empty feelings. i love to help people, but sometimes
i think i use that as an excuse to really hide from the this blank space that i have insde. i really dont know what to do about this
anymore..i guess one day i will find out what it is and maybe then i will know what to do with...i guess the reasoning behind me for
writing this is maybe someone knows how i feel and maybe can give me some advice (hopefully)..i feel like i am going crazy, like im
just making this whole things up...and maybe i am, many people have done it before, but that is just not me...i just hope this
all ends soon!!!

[Liz94]

Im not sure if this will help but i think u just need to try alot of new things that get u away from ur usal environment and r totally unlike enythin u hav ever done.
i also think that u should if u dont already keep a thourghts and feelings diary and as oftern as u like u can write in there how the day was wat upset u wat made u happy and how u feel inside. then u can analise wat u wrote and see if there is a way u can fix the probs.
apart from that all i can say is hang on.
pm if u need advice or a chat
hoped i helped
liz