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My body - November 20th 2018, 01:04 PM

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You took my body and used it for your own personal gain
You took my soul and tore it in two

I've been stuck having to pick up the pieces
I've been stuck trying to mend my soul
You took my spirit and stomped on it
Leaving me questioning what it was for
There are some people who believe it was all part of a greater plan but I believe I was just an unlucky soul who got stuck in the clutches of evil
How much abuse can one person take before they fall apart?

There are days where I wake up and wish I had died
I feel ungrateful for having these thoughts especially when people say how lucky I am to have survived
I get there thoughts on it but I don't think they quite understand what it is like to relive the trauma over and over again
Some days it feels like my soul and spirit will never mend
Other days I know I won't let them conquer me again
Right now it hurt to breath and I keep seeing them in my head
I look back at where I was and I know I have come a long way but there are days, weeks and months where my PTSD makes me question if it matters
It hurts to breath but I hope that changes
I hope I can get back to a place where I am free and breathing is a relief.


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Re: My body - November 20th 2018, 04:45 PM

This is strong and powerful. Thank you for sharing.


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Re: My body - November 20th 2018, 08:30 PM

I really like this, especailly the end!


   
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Re: My body - November 21st 2018, 12:52 PM

I really liked this and agree that the ending is good! <3


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Re: My body - November 24th 2018, 05:31 PM

Jenna, thank you for sharing! This is so well written!



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