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(TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 24th 2019, 12:08 AM

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For some reason it wouldn't let me put the right prefix but yeah hey it has been a while.

The walls are slowly caving in
crushing my body of life
remorse and guilt suffocating me
I reach out for the blade or knife.

The fog sweeps my brain
destroys all sense of clarity
this pain is unbearable
I have no faith in humanity

Each day feels like a year
every second is full of pain
people say life is rewarding
but I have no joy left to gain

I am a house with no roof
I am a boat with no sail
I am a shoe with no sole
I am destined to fail

I am a ticking time bomb
a sand timer near its end
a fuel tank running empty
a fault that I cannot mend

I know I cause pain and worry
but I cannot live with this hate
abuse and fear every day
for happiness I cannot wait



   
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Re: (TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 24th 2019, 12:32 AM

I thought this was really well written. There was a lot of emotion in the writing. I hope you are doing okay. If you ever want to talk please feel free to message me.


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Re: (TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 24th 2019, 01:57 AM

I can definitely feel the emotion in this, and understand the feeling.


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Re: (TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 24th 2019, 09:51 AM

The emotion in this is so powerful. Hope you are okay, if you need to talk don't hesitate to PM me.
   
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Re: (TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 25th 2019, 06:09 PM

Very emotive and I love the 4th stanza! Thanks for sharing


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Re: (TRIGGER: SUICIDE) Pain - January 27th 2019, 02:48 PM

This was lovely to read and a lot of emotion in it. Hope you are well. Hugs.


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