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suicide is a choice
is it the choice i want to choose
is there truly someone who cares
if there is send them here
tell them to hold me tight
because God i want to die
God take me to heaven with you oh please
dont let me suffer any more with this
i bleed and i cut the pain away
i cry as i fade away
i dont sleep at night
i wake up with fear and fright
i shake and suffocate
i cry and i hold my blacket tight
please God take me home tonight
i want to be happy
just for one night
i want to see a smile on me
someone holding me tight
i want to sleep through the night
so i wont go to school and get in a fight
please God just this one time i need you now
im gunna cry
i feel so scared so afraid of the dark
i dont like my room so dull and dark
i feel like im falling apart
so God take me home
give me someone to hold me
put a smile on my face
i woont be the disgrace i am to others
Life is too
Short to spend
It at war with
The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
Corrina, this was really good. And God does care about what you're going through.
Did you ever think that maybe God brought you to this website so that you do have people who care? There are thousands of members on this website, and we're all just one message away from being there for you and helping you through whatever you need. I know that I am anyways.
Please take care of yourself, and I am always here if you need me.
Stay strong, and I hope to hear from you sometime.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
this is exactly what i am going through. so many nights i wanted to give up just like you, but i got through, and so can you. i used to scream at god, angry, upset, and not wanting to go on...sometimes i still do.
believe the light at the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
yea i know you could make it through cause i believe in you.
so lets go put a fight, lets go make everything alright,
go on and take a shot go give it all you got
...go by boys like girls
that verse is so small, but helped get me through some nights, i hope it does to you what it did to me
stay strong, love logan
This is an amazing poem! I love the emotion and can relate to this, it's touching.
I just want to let you know that everyone here on TH is here for you and your are not alone, God hears you and knows what you are going through. In life God gives us the challenges he gives us because he knows we can accomplish and make it past them, he knows our strengths and weaknesses and he gives us challenges to make our weaknesses strengths and to strengthen our strengths. (hope that makes sense)
I understand what it feels like to not want to go on and to hurt so much inside, to feel as though God isn't listening and as if he doesn't care, he does and he has you where you are because he knows that what you are dealing with is something you can ge through.
We are all here for you, if you need anything,
I always have room for PM's and VM's, so don't hesitate to PM or VM me if you need to talk to someone.
Life is a journey for us all, we don't know what's going to come upnext in life, all we can do is get through now, hope tomorrow is better and know that the past is behind us, try our best to move on and pray that we can get through what we are dealing with.
I hope this has helped,
If you need anything, just PM or VM. I'm here quite a bit.
"When the hope of morning starts to fade in me I don't dare let darkness have it's way with me....A lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to check...My disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade or dose...Try as I might to keep it together. Why is recovery taking forever?"--Hope of Morning by Icon for Hire