Triggering: Angel Kisses (part2)

[ToGoOmniscient]

You're gone.
The dead, cold body in the coffin at the front of the church is yours.
Come back.
Oh, please... come back...
I never said goodbye....
I NEVER SAID GOODBYE!
And even if I said it now,
It wouldn't mean much,
because you'd never hear me!
I - I just want to say goodbye....
Would that make all this - this
THIS AGONY go away?
I can't do this anymore.
It's been a week since we got the news.
It feels like seven years.
Not eating, not sleeping, not thinking...
Just hurting...
Not living...
Just dying.....
My mind brings me back to the present
And I'm standing by your grave.
The dates read 1996-2012.
You were only 16, baby girl.
Five more months and you'd be seventeen.
Someone is screaming. Howling in pain.
It takes a few seconds to realize it's me.
Before I can stop myself, I fall to my knees.
Sobbing, screaming, shaking, nearly convulsing in pain.
I scream your name over and over and over...
Until finally my heart explodes with the words I'd meant to say all along...
The words I wanted to say before you died.
"I love you.
I always have.
I LOVE YOU!
YOU CAN'T BE DEAD!
COME BACK!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!"