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If it Could Speak -
January 10th 2012, 06:47 PM
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Please do not read this if it is going to tempt you to SH. This is a poem I wrote describing what my blood would say if it could speak. I realize now, that nearly everything I wrote were lies I was hearing. I am now finding the truth in my Savior Jesus Christ.
If it could speak, this is what it would say: "I am the ultimate vulnerability. Here, exposed nothing to hide behind. Here is how real the pain is inside me." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Life's not worth the pain it takes to get better And I'm not worth it either." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Here is how broken I am inside. Maybe the scars on the outside will one day reflect the ones on the inside." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Look, I'm still alive. Feel this? This is real. I can still feel. At least the pain means I'm feeling something." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Look, I have control. No matter what anyone says or does, I'm still in control over this." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Look, I could end my life right now if I wanted to. Just a little deeper and...." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "There's no one who genuinely cares. I'm all alone. I am completely, totally alone." If my blood could speak, this is what it would say: This is how much I hurt |
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Re: If it Could Speak -
January 10th 2012, 11:48 PM
Wow I loved it!
![]() If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Life's not worth the pain it takes to get better And I'm not worth it either." -This was my favorite part! ![]() I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away. R.I.P. Tatyana Sawka June 20, 1998- April 9, 2012 |
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Re: If it Could Speak -
January 11th 2012, 01:11 AM
This is really great, I'd love it if you posted more. These two were my favourite parts:
"If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Look, I have control. No matter what anyone says or does, I'm still in control over this." If it could speak, this is what it would say: "Look, I could end my life right now if I wanted to. Just a little deeper and...." Sing, the last thing on your mind The last word on your breath I'll be the one to keep you I'll keep you at your best ![]() Self Expression Forum Mod 4/23/12 |
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