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Accept...a poem -
January 26th 2012, 05:47 AM
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It's a long journey ahead, To stop the bloody tears I shed, I want to accept me for who I am, I don't want this addiction to be my sham, I want to be free, I want to be the real me, I want these cuts to heal inside and out, I want to stop crying the bloody tears that shout, The memories haunt me day and night, Of the night I feel I can't make right, Maybe next time I can yell, And save me from this Hell, I want to be free, I want to be the real me, I want these cuts to heal inside and out, I want to stop crying the bloody tears that shout, I wonder why she had to leave my life, Just another pain to go along with my personal strife, It hurts to remember the pain she was in, But still I wish I had her physically not just within, She was my rock my everything, Before she had to grow her wings, I want to be free, I want to be the real me, I want these cuts to heal inside and out, I want to stop crying the bloody tears that shout, I cringe at my thoughts, Knowing he could have touched private "spots", No memories only red flags, Of the possible abuse of that scum bag, I just hate to not know, Is it sickening that I love him though? I want to be free, I want to be the real me, I want these cuts to heal inside and out, I want to stop crying the bloody tears that shout, It's time to let go, Let go of the cutting starting today not tomorrow, It's time to finish the healing, The healing of the rape and all the pain it did bring, It's time to say good bye, Good bye to my mom and really know it's okay to cry, It's time to really acknowledge that I may never have an answer, Answer if I was really sexually abused by who I call father, And lastly it's time to accept, Accept the pain and tears that I've wept, Accept myself for me, For all that has happened and all that can be, I'm going to be free, I'm going to be the real me, I'm going to heal the cuts inside and out, I'm going to stop crying the bloody tears that shout. |
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January 26th 2012, 02:38 PM
Wow, the way you wrote that was so amazing. there was so much passion in your words, like the person reading could of been there with you through the pain. You have an amazing gift don't give it up.
Cynthia Aveiro
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January 26th 2012, 10:30 PM
Great job! I love it! You should be proud.
 I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away. R.I.P. Tatyana Sawka June 20, 1998- April 9, 2012 |
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January 26th 2012, 10:50 PM
You're so welcome!
I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away. R.I.P. Tatyana Sawka June 20, 1998- April 9, 2012 |
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