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Scars are Silent Screams
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January 28th 2012, 07:17 AM
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And as the moon set in the sky, hope slowly started to drift away from her. She lay once more in her bed trying to take up the courage to actually swallow the pills so maybe one day this torment could be over. But as she ramages through her thoughts she thinks that maybe after all she only wants to be saved.
Only then does despair settle in when she realises that another day had passed and nothing had changed. She still was severly sad, she still hated herself and she still felt like she was alone in this horrible world. Tears starting streaming down her face as now she noticed that she’d have to pass another day tomorrow with exactly the same pain and sorrow. Life felt like an endless vicious cycle where all she could do was get hurt and hurt and hurt. She was tired of feeling this way like a hollow shell just filled with darkness, sadness and hatred. She was just tired, and angry. She was mad at everything and everyone but mostly she was angry at herself, she insulted herself every day for not being good enough, not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not tall enough and mostly for not having the courage to the one thing she wanted to do the most – suicide. ‘Why haven’t I done it yet?’ She asks herself … ‘Why can’t I just stop caring about everyone and just do it, no one really cares about me anyway’ Maybe after all she was the real monster and not the people around her. You should know that she wasn’t always like this, there was a distant time were all though she was sad she still could cope with it, but this time has long left her and now she was left with a girl which was broken and angry. |
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I'll be okay...
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Re: Hopeless -
January 28th 2012, 10:16 PM
I love this. I could feel exactly what she was going through.
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Blissful Oblivion...
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Re: Hopeless -
February 1st 2012, 12:12 AM
Loved it. I can relate so much. Keep writing.
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L.O.V.E. IS??
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Re: Hopeless -
February 1st 2012, 12:18 AM
I loved this! So very deep and relateable
Some things are beautiful because they are un-obtainable <3
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Re: Hopeless -
February 2nd 2012, 10:45 PM
Wow I love it so much! Great job!
 I got off track I've made mistakes Back slid my way to that place where souls get lost lines get crossed and the pain won't go away. R.I.P. Tatyana Sawka June 20, 1998- April 9, 2012 |
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