Female Advice Preferred: Masturbation, again

[katiemel]

So, I was masturbating about a half hour ago and when I was really close to coming ... I peed. Like, seriously. At first there were just little, random bits of pee coming out and I thought 'it's cum' but ... it wasn't. So much came out, and it left a big spot on my bed. I'm not even going to ask if it's normal, because it isn't, and before you say it's female ejaculation, think again, it's definitely not.

I don't know what to do. Never masturbate again? I went to the bathroom before masturbating, and the worse thing is it had happened before, a few years ago (when I was 15/16, then I took a huuuge break and never masturbated again until today). It never happened during intercourse with someone else because I've never actually orgasmed but ... yeah, it's happened while I had phone sex and masturbated at the same time before, for example.

I feel like a huge failure lol should I go to the doctor?

[Aletheia*]

Are you sure it isn't female ejaculation? Did it smell like urine or have no smell? I've never heard of anyone peeing during sex or masturbation. I've heard of "squirting" which is female ejaculation.

I don't think it's worth going to the doctor for seeing as there isn't anything wrong.

[katiemel]

It has a very faint smell of, well, arousal, it has no color, and its consistency is very ... less thick than water, it's very light. I don't know, it left such a big spot on my bed ...

[Aletheia*]

It's definitely female ejaculation. Urine has a very defined smell, and you'd tell the difference. Also, pee usually is yellow in color, or has some kind of color. You're fine.

[Revolution]

The same thing happened to me when I started masturbating, and I freaked out, and was very uncomfortable masturbating afterwards as well. I would recommend keeping a towel under you when you do so, that's what I started doing, and now, I just never let myself get to that point. Orgasm usually comes slightly before anyway. It's something you can figure your body out with. This only happens to some girls, and apparently it's attractive to some men. So hey, high five, we're just awesome.

[katiemel]

I'm feeling so much happier right now. Thank you!

EDIT: I've never had an orgasm in my whole life, despite being sexually active since I was 15 years old. Maybe once I have one, I will be able to 'control' it better like you, Traci!