severly confused

[Shanna]

okay so i think i'm bi. i had a girlfriend who swept me off my feet. i have had a lot of boyfriends and i have slept with 33 guys. after my girl broke up with me i went with this boy and we made out but i felt phisically sick afterwards and idk why. i don't know if i'm bi or gay or straight....i'm so afraid to be bi or gay....

[Reflections]

Why are you affraid to be bi or gay?

No one can really tell you if you are or not, that's really up for you to see what feels right. Being young is the time to experiment and see what you like and don't, even sexuality. You still have plenty of time to decide what you want and what feels best for you.

[Shanna]

People will hate me for being bi or gay. I just don't know anything. I am so confused

[Jaguar]

People won't hate you except for some homophobes and you don't need their friendship anyway.

33 guys is kind of a lot for 19. I think you might think about self-esteem issues, and if you felt sick after making out with someone after a breakup it probably has more to do with the strong emotions of the breakup more than anything else. If you find someone you're really attracted to, you won't feel sick after being intimate with them no matter what sex they are.

[Alone&Forgotten]

dont worry what ppl think i totally get how u feel i felt the same way and i bi or gay im bi but i felt the same way just follow your heart dosent matter who they are all that matters is where there going and if you truly love them good luck and dont worry about what ppl think just find the one you love and stick with them no matter what ppl so or do its your choice your life not theres

[Shanna]

yeah, well a lot of the guys were older than me like way older than me. I figured out that I might be looking for positive attention from men because my dad doesn't give me positive attention....I wanted a father figure and I thought that if I drank with them and slept with them that they might be there for me...idk.