My first real crush

[sensitiveguy123]

I'm 14. He's 15. We're in the same grade. Last year, me and him were in the same group (our school divides each grade into these 100-person groups and the only people that could be in any of your classes have to be in your group) and we had like 3 classes together. Towards like late March or early April, I started developing a crush on him. I've liked him so much and we used to talk a lot in class, but our friendship never really went anywhere, never saw him out of school or sat together at lunch or anything.. He sent me some signals when we were both alone and away from his friends but I never had the guts to take a chance..

This year he's not in my group but I saw him dress up for picture day and he just looked.. hot and I hadn't thought about him since last year since we never talked over the summer.. Today when I was in the library, he was there also and we started talking, he helped me find a book and I helped him find a book and he "conveniently" left the library right after me (he didn't even take the book I helped him find) and we talked some more and I feel like we had a really good conversation and now my feelings for him are like restored.. I know I won't have the guts to do anything in the near future and the fact he's not in my group will reduce the chances of one of our encounters happening to like .1% but ugh, now I can't stop thinking about him.

When I was in 6th grade, people always thought I was gay because I didn't hang out with much guys and I didn't do as much sports as everyone else and I know for a fact that if I came out then I would hate coming to school, so I don't want to risk anything. I'll assume this is normal, for me to be this hung up over my first "real crush" but it doesn't look like this is going to fix itself for as long as he shoots me those random signals.. On the flipside, I saw him making out with a girl before and I thought he was straight but after today I realized he might be bisexual also.. Ugh.

[Rooni3]

Could you possibly ask around subtley to find out if he's bi or not?? Idk maybe someone else at the school knows! (: but if he's not gay or bi steer clear of any feelings for him! Lol I've made the same mistake, its bad lol

[EmptyBottlesBrokenRecords]

Like the post above me said, maybe you should ask around to find out if anyone knows if he's interested in guys.
Or if he has a facebook, you could check it a d see.

If he;s straight, that's tough. Just try to enjoy a healthy friendship with him no matter what :3