why is love so hard?

[lezbehonest:)]

I was 15 dating this guy for about two years and all of a sudden out of the blue i met this girl where i work. Something inside me changed i have never felt this way before. We hung out and as we got closer so did our feelings. One night things got out of hand i broke up with my boyfriend and fell for this girl. I loved her more than anything in the world. Soon later i figured out she had a girlfriend already so that sucked but i moved on. I found another girl and she's pretty cool. We r not dating but i do like her. We have been off and on for a while but now we are completly off. After my experience with these two girls i can't get my mind off women. I love them
im alone now and i know that im a lesbian but how do i meet other girls? How can i fall in love again like i have in the past? All i want to do is find someone who loves me for me.. but how can i do that if not alot of people know im gay?

[Miss Adventure]

Are there any lgbt youth groups near you? If there are, I suppose you could always find a few nice lesbians there :3 I met my girlfriend at our group.

[Lune]

Originally Posted by lezbehonest:)

I was 15 dating this guy for about two years and all of a sudden out of the blue i met this girl where i work. Something inside me changed i have never felt this way before. We hung out and as we got closer so did our feelings. One night things got out of hand i broke up with my boyfriend and fell for this girl. I loved her more than anything in the world. Soon later i figured out she had a girlfriend already so that sucked but i moved on. I found another girl and she's pretty cool. We r not dating but i do like her. We have been off and on for a while but now we are completly off. After my experience with these two girls i can't get my mind off women. I love them
im alone now and i know that im a lesbian but how do i meet other girls? How can i fall in love again like i have in the past? All i want to do is find someone who loves me for me.. but how can i do that if not alot of people know im gay?

Love is a strange phenomenon. I personally have not acknowledged it myself, but, I would say the closest I felt to love was when i was with my friend. The ability to relax and feel no hate radiating from a person, that I guess is the ability to feel love.