help

[smurf90210]

Hey everyone, I hate asking for help so I'm not exactly in my comfort zone and when I'm not in my comfort zone I tend to ramble a bit so be prepared.

Well where to start? I've been in a relationship for about six months now and about a month or so ago it started to fall apart. We always got along but I broke up with her a month ago but after seeing her crying at school the next day I felt like crap and got back together with her and since then I have not felt the same when I'm around her.

I guess I'll list all the things that are bad about our relationship. We never ever really get to see eachother because we are always busy so we have been growing apart lately. Also, she does not trust me at all. How do I know this? She gave my number to one of her friends so he could test if I was a 'dirt bag' in his words. Basically he gave my number to one of HIS friends and told her to text me "suggestive" messages to see if I would cheat on my girlfriend. Well, at the time my friend was using my phone and he responded, using pictures from my phone so it looked like I was the one responding. This leads me to believe that she does not trust me at all. Plus she always wants to kiss and grope and do all of that stuff when we are together (which is not often) and I just want to cuddle and talk.

Sorry, I realize im rambling now so I'll try to rap this up.

Like I said, I've tried to break up with her before but when I do she always says how much she loves me and how she'll never love anybody else but me and it makes me feel terrible. Also, she hates her family and she's exteremely depressed so I'm afraid that if I leave her she'll do something that she will regret. Basically I'm asking if I should break up with her.

By the way, congratulations if you made it through my rambling!!

[iDream]

Dude, she's guilting you into a relationship, that's not good! I'd say tell her you're feeling pressured and guilt-tripped to stay with her, and that it's unfair to both of you. :[ Good luck, I hope things get better soon!