I always feel so alone.. -
October 8th 2011, 04:28 PM
I just woke up from a party last night, I spent most of the time alone, trying to avoid people after a while... The closest thing I have to a "best friend" was flirting with the girl I'm for some reason going literally insane for. I told him about that when I was drunk 2 years ago, so I shouldn't really expect him to not try and get with her still, but for some reason it just sticks with me, and I hate how he was doing that, and how I still don't have the balls to talk to her..
I think he must've told her at some point how obsessive I was, because she was pretty much the only person to acknowledge that I was there, even if it was just a wave when I was walking by.. I don't know why I think this is such a big deal..
My other "friend" was trying to get me to go back in to the party to "get a *****", and started with the whole "I'll be your wingman" ****. I don't really want one, but I got up anyways, then he just ran off and I went back outside.
I know it's my own fault in the end, and I hate myself for it. I feel like **** every day knowing that this girl could start dating some other guy any day now, but I don't feel like I can do anything, being the loner and socially awkward guy I am.. How can I just deal with this?
People say to just get over it, "other fish in the sea", and I know every other person in this kind of situation says this, but I don't want anyone else..
Re: I always feel so alone.. -
October 8th 2011, 04:35 PM
If you don't want to be with anyone else, it's time you found the guts to talk to her. You could start with Facebook, to make it a bit easier and it's not a face-to-face situation. You just need to find the guts to talk to her. If you don't, she will move on to someone else.
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