Hes perfect

[Shaelynntheginger]

Iv never done this before so here it goes. I met this guy one night, we were all hanging out with friends and I noticed him the second I saw him. Hes gorgeous with brown hair blue eyes and looks that could kill. He was sweet too. We talked he said he liked long relationships with special girls and smiled. I died :$. You see im not the type of girl that falls for guys. Im the party type c; The one who would go through guys in a week. But Luke changed me. We started talking more and he was amazing. And then he asked me out. It was perfect. I got to know more about him and the more I learned the more I loved. He was perfect. So so perfect. Iv dated many times before and never found a guy even close to this. At first everything was good. I thought he was adorable but I wasnt crazy about him, and then weeks passed and we would hang out everyday. Wed talk about our lives. ABout ourselves. I fell for him. For the first time I fell for a guy so so hard. Then one night my friend told me Luke didnt like me doing caps (A type of drug. Ecstacy.) And so I talked to him about it. He said it would make him happy if I didnt do them so I didnt. And then one night my friend told me Luke cheated on me with my friend. Im not clingy or needy but I have depression and Dependant Personality Disorder because my dad left. It killed me. I felt empty inside. The thought that another girl, let alone my friend, felt the same way I did when he kissed me drove me crazy. So I called up my friend and we did caps. They were sitting on the table and I was thinking about him and picked up a handful and took 15 one by one. The thing is I only need one cap to get me high. I tried to die, But then I found out it was a test. He never cheated on me. He wanted to see what I would do. I felt horrible and told him I did caps. He got so mad. I never knew how much it meant to him, until he told me his friend died 7 days before from a bad batch of caps. He wouldnt talk to me for two days and then he told me wed "Take a break" on facebook. Two hours after I learned my dad died from a car accident. I was so broken. The two most important guys (Even if id never met my dad) left me. I tried to kill myself and almost succeeded. Unfortunatley my mom noticed and took me to the hospital where I was for a week. I told him I want to get back together but he hasnt talked about it yet. I know Ill never find another guy like him and I need us to be okay again.. What can I say to make it okay...

[Amber]

Personally, I think the test was rude to do. You need to just talk to him and explain to him why you were so upset. That you definitely like him and the thought of him being with someone else just tore you up. Everyone deserves a second chance and maybe you'll get one from him? Sometimes taking a break can be the best thing do to. It gives both of you time to relax and think about what happened. I can't tell you what exactly to say to him to make everything okay - it has to come from the heart. Just tell him the truth and hope for the best.

Also, remember there are other people out there, too. You're young (assuming so) and there is plenty of time for love and relationships.

[Shaelynntheginger]

Originally Posted by Amber

Personally, I think the test was rude to do. You need to just talk to him and explain to him why you were so upset. That you definitely like him and the thought of him being with someone else just tore you up. Everyone deserves a second chance and maybe you'll get one from him? Sometimes taking a break can be the best thing do to. It gives both of you time to relax and think about what happened. I can't tell you what exactly to say to him to make everything okay - it has to come from the heart. Just tell him the truth and hope for the best.

Also, remember there are other people out there, too. You're young (assuming so) and there is plenty of time for love and relationships.

Thanks hes just not the type of guy that tells me how he feels. He tells his friends :/

[Amber]

No guy ever really tells you how they feel. It might be a good idea to meet up with him and talk to him face to face. He might just need a little push in the right direction.