im going through boyfriend withdrawl!

[AnnaBellSophia]

Hello all
I need some advice... currently I'm going through alot of counceling and therapy for bipolar disorder, I get extreme mood swings often, I also have some bpd traits too. I struggle with an eating disorder and self harm too

So naturally I feel like I've been completely ingulfed in rehab and my problems to try and fix them, but it gets very frustrating I feel like my problems were never as time consuming if I just let them run course, but that's a different story all together! sorry I'm a rambler...

Anyways, my boyfriend of 4 months is my only saving grace, he takes me away from all the bad and helps make everything feel right. I look forward to seeing him every weekend, but it seems that every time he leaves, and i have to wait another week, I literally crash!

My emotions get haywire, I feel all around awful, like all my problems are flooding in around me and reality is back. I get scared sometimes because I do irrational things in such terrible moods, this last ttime I had to get stiches on my arm.

This is a conundrum! I love being with I'm so much and it makes me so happy to be together but it causes problems when he finally does have to leave :/

I don't want to lose him i need help/suggestions of what I can do to try any make the time apart bearable... I'm open for ideas!

[Nicole!]

Maybe to fill the gap he leaves when he has to go you could talk on the phone or text? Just talking to him could really help. You need to remember that no matter what is going on in your life, he loves you. Someone loves you and wants to be with you, and you are important.
I would also try and look forward to the next weekend rather than dreading the end of them.