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Intoxicated dream. - January 16th 2015, 01:50 AM

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You grab my body and slam it up against the wall.
Movement isn't possible and if you let go I'll fall.
You knee my stomach and you attack my hips.
You wanted me quieter than a finger to my lips.
Knuckles wrap around my neck and you squeeze.
I can't breathe so I'll do whatever it takes to please.
All your screaming paints me an intoxicated mist.
It's always your love with a bottle capped twist.
I don't have any air so I just nod my little head.
You let me go and my face drains all of the red.
All of this because I wanted to leave the lies.
But if I tell anyone the truth I'm sure to die.
I do what I'm supposed to and I keep it inside.
I'm keeping your secrets, and raising my pride.
No one can see me internally kick and scream.
Sometimes I think that this is all just a dream.

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