[Black Rose]

ok i know i constatly talk bout this but it helps me. i have had dreams bout this one boy for 3 nights and think about him all day for the past 3 days! i think its a little unheathy but i cant stop. my dreams arent bad they are like us going to the mall and shopping or something like that... but we never have been to the mall together. i think thats a tad strange. but it gets weirder. this guy and have dated 6 times! i still love him even after he dumped me all those times. i try to look my best and he always winds up coming back to me like i want but right now he has a pregnant gf... they are on and off kinda relatinship... but i just dont know if i should give him the note i wrote expressing my feelings for him or not. you see hes the guy i had sex with and i love him. i kinda want more though and at my age thats not heathy. i just wish i knew how he felt about me.