[Jacksonian]

Hello there. Well, its strange in fact because for the past few days I have been thinking about this line : "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder". Because for you, you see his beauty but no one else sees it.

Its clear that you like him much, and it seems that this is more than just a simple infatuation and in fact may be more. And I am sorry that you are undergoing such pain because of his moving away.

Don't hurt yourself, don't. Its sad that he ignores you and does some other stuff cause you seem to care so much for him, and its uncanny and is beautiful. Don't do anything more cause you have already done enough and whatever you have in your heart says enough. This is a beautiful thing, it truly is, so don't spoil it by hurting yourself, please don't.

Keep talking to him when he doesn't ignore you, you still have a long time so take your chances and keep talking to him but don't let / make him feel pressured in any way. But if he ignores you or doesn't want to spend time with you, then still don't be angry or sad ( even though this seems strange ) but be happy because if you like him and care for him you would want him to be happy, so be happy for him and take joy in seeing him happy and knowing he is happy.