dear my sweet Miriam,
1st of all,i read your post carefully,but i knew already.i feel so sorry that a good person like you gets raped and hurt.youre very nice and caring,a thoughtful friend.i can tell.
you never deserved this torture.you forgive them for all they do to you.but youre the one that deserves to be forgiven,not they.so think differently about their actions.others,some,are different in some way,they love their kids and forgive them no matter who they are or what they do.your parents are just jerks! i wish i was there to help,but too bad im far away.
so ill leave a few thoughts.because we talked about this.
*it's their fault,not yours.
*dont wish them death or anything,just keep in mind that good always wins.
*you have a big reason to live.life is its own reason.
*life cannot be spent twice.however,the situation turns around,life is always the same quality.
*you have us to support you,you will never be alone.we all bare together.
i even had visions once though of the raping after you told me.it was so bad to see.but i wish the best luck to you.they just want to hurt you but they deserve that.i see that the better will come soon,just have belief and hope.no one cant survive without that.
~with love,Tasha~