[sirjan xerdaj]

Originally Posted by sirjan xerdaj

do you know this is your life, and it's making you feel like you want to die? Do you see the reality? Call the police on that Although I do admire your ability to cope with your situation but it's gotta stop.

[Edited by bringontherain - Reason: unhelpful to OP]

First of all I am terribly sorry for my radical opinion. I did not mean to be rude in anyway. It really hurt me to read what you are going through. You take that extreme abuse from you own father, physically and mentally. My prayers are with you.