Thread: Triggering (Suicide): I'm pretty much done.
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I'm pretty much done. - June 23rd 2010, 01:35 AM

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Ive been suicidal for 3 days now.

Within those three daysI have managed to kill many friendships. To ruin my job. To make my family pissed at me. And pretty much anything that could go wrong, has gone wrong. And I see no reason to keep fighting.

Truth is, I don't want to die. I want to be happy. I just don't see it happening... I'm such a fuck up. I have therapy tomorrow, and If I don't go she is sening the cops for a "wellness check." Aparently they do that if your therapist is really worried about you. Maybe she should be worried, because I'm worried about me too.

Unfortunately, I can't find anything to stop me. Its like, I'm running a marathon and just jumping over the hertles. Somethings wrong with me and I don't know what to do anymore...


Life is to short to put it off anymore
You gotta live it before itís too late
I canít turn that clock back around
On what youíre dreaming about
You better do it now, donít wait

Do something crazy and dumb, while your still young. <3

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