[l0vergurl]

but my boyfriend has already let go of his past long ago. he don't even contact any of them or feel anythig towards them anymore. he always tell me that they were out of his life since a very long time ago, and it was me who can't let it go, keep bringing them back into both our lifes and our relationship.

and also, he does those oral sexual things with me not cause he wants to satisfy himself only (he did with the other girls in the past just to satisfy himself only), it is also because he did it out of love towards me. he had sex with me was out of love. and he is willing to stop doing all those sexual things with me if it bothers me, because he says that afterall he loves me and is together with me is not because of all those things (but he is with the girls in the past is just for the oral sexual things only), but he truly loves me alot and wants to be together with me.

he always feels that he want to make me happy and loved. he always want to be there for me. he gave me his everything and wants to do more for me. i am the 1st girl he felt this way towards and he says that he is very sure of his feelings towards me and he won't change back to how he was in the past and that he won't let our feelings fade away or have a change of heart. because to him, true love is very hard to come by in life and to him, he feels that i am his true love that came by and turn him to this whole new wonderful person. can i believe what he says about this? and does it mean that he is true to me? that he truely loves me but cause of my fear, i can't seem to feel his love?