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Re: Can't Stand It Anymore... -
September 4th 2010, 04:23 PM
I've already gotten it checked out thank god, and it went for a scan. Now I'm (im)patiently waiting for the doctor to call me back and tell me what the hell is wrong with me...
It's not really the physical pain either. If I knew that it was totally unfixable and I would have to live with it, then I would be running around and having fun despite the pain. But it's the fact that I can't go outside and have fun and run around or ride my bike or go running, I can only sit on my goddam fat ass and wait. It gets tiring after a whole year. And I won't go and suffer the pain because it might make it unfixable if I do that. That's the worst part...
I'm just fearful that it'll take another year or some ridiculous amount of time to fix it... this is my prime time in life I want to be healthy and happy! Why am I doomed to this??? I'm sure you know the pain too...
As for my dad, I haven't seen him since I was very young...
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