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It should have been the end -
December 7th 2010, 08:31 AM
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Well, to those who read my last post, you know i tried killing myself last week and have only been out of hospital for four days. The urge to suicide is back, worse than before. Hopefully is i get the guts to do it again i won't make the mistake of not doing a good enough job, maybe this time i can end it for good. I don't want to hurt anyone, but i really can't live this way anymore. So far nothing has helped and lately my life has just turned to complete shit. I don't see my dad anymore, which is good. But everything else is shit, before, a few people were nice, now? No one. All because of that one stupid mistake. Which is why i wish i actually died last week, maybe i could go deeper and actually lock the door so no one can find me.
If i held my ground Would you ask me to Change? This drought Bleeds on now we're Dancing for rain.
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