I'm sorry to hear that your girlfriend dumped you, I know how hard it can be especially when you want them back and they don't seem to feel the same but she has the right idea, you should cut contact and move on. You'll move on and find someone else eventually. I'm also sorry to hear about the problems your family are going through at the moment. I hope that everything works out okay for all of you.
Don't worry, you haven't bored any of us, we're hear to listen