Back in 2009/10 when i was on TH
again i made a thread about answering the door and long story short it turns out it was a debt collector and i found out my mum was in debt!
An update: My mum is no longer in debt but only due to the fact that she took early retirement so she got half her pension, i feel that part of that is my fault! The last job i had was at Christmas on a contract which ended on the 31st of Dec and i haven't been able to find one since!
I'm now going to college, a month today actually and i feel awful, it's too late to find a job now because who's going to take all their time training me for me to piss off after a month but we're still having money troubles, we were never millionaires but usually once a month we'd have a day out and go for a meal or shopping etc now it's a week after payday and we're already skint. I don't have anything for college and i mean nothing! All my clothes have holes in them due to the fact their so old and worn out, i do my hair myself which means a bottle of hair dye and some straighteners.
How am i going to survive at college when we can hardly survive at home!
I feel so guilty and self centered thinking these things but i just can't help it, i'm so glad we're not in debt anymore but last month we couldn't afford bread.
So ye, i'm fxcked.