Hey Barb! First off CONGRATULATONS!!! 3 months without self harm is brillant and its certianly not an easy thing to do, so go you. As for the urge im sure you know how addictive
SH is and an addiction isnt that easily gotten over. You have done 3 amazing months without it.. your bound to get the urge the odd time,its perfectly normal. My adivse would be to stay away from what is triggering you to
SH and bin all the blades you have. It should make things a little easier
PM me anytime and best of luck hun
xx