[Alone&Forgotten]

I been really suicidal I have attempted it today and I been sick before with stomach cramps not once a month ones but I just can't take being sick all this stuff and my step mom makes it worse and I feel all alone mo one totalk to I feel unwanted by anyone I dont know who ti go to anymore anything I do it's wrong I try to have fun and I come home and I did something wrong I always do and I get yelled at I'm tires if it I hate my life yeah they will care if I'm gone but for once I want to be happy I'm never happy anymore I do t know what happy is I just want someone to care around this house freakin 8ppl and no one bothers to see I'm sick and in pain ugh