bad situation -
October 23rd 2011, 08:24 PM
Im so embarassed to write this because im ashamed at myself its so out of character for me but i need advice.
Basically i did something really stupid. I got really drunk out at a club and i was getting with this guy and he kept buying me drinks and kept saying your coming back to mine and I was like no im not like that, cause im really not i so rarely even kiss guys while im out. I was so smashed. then we went outside and to this like park and he kept asking me to have sex with him and i kept saying no. because i didnt want to and he didnt have a condom. I kept saying no but he kept on at me and in the end I went along with it for a bit, but then i stopped it and left. He didnt physically force me or anything I went along with it.
now its the next day and i feel so fucking stupid i literally cant believe i did that im so ashamed. I know he took advantage but i went along with it and now i just feel really down and i dont know what to do. my friend keeps asking me whats wrong but I cant tell her because im so ashamed.
does anyone have any advice cause its really getting me down. thanks.