Hey,
I'm sorry that you are going through such a hard time, but please don't give up just yet! Life will get better, you just have to keep hanging on. I'm sure your family would be upset if something were to happen to you! I know how hard it can be to stay strong sometimes but you have to fight through this! I think that it's really really important that you get help NOW! Please, wake somebody up, a friend or family member and let them know what you are planning. Call a hotline or call the emergency number and talk to them! Whatever you do, please don't do what you are planning too! Just because it's hard now, doesn't mean it will always be this way. You can get through whatever you're going through! Pleaes hang in there!
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