4 years and it still haunts me -
April 7th 2012, 05:41 AM
i was raped almost 4 years ago and i just can't stand the guilt and shame any longer. i feel like it was all my fault. i don't know what to do anymore. i thought i was over it but it came slamming back in my face. i can't forgive myself and the thing that hurts is i keep running from God because i feel like He probably thinks it was my fault too. i want to give up. i feel so alone. someone tell me i'm not being a baby about this.